Ramblings..

I know it probably seems like I am always watching the clock at work, and its because I normally am.  When I am busy, I am busy, but when it slow.. its slow.  And, we are coming to the end of our fiscal year here.

The only thing keeping me sane is that my boss is allowing me to get out there in the sun and walk.  I got in 30 minutes of walking so far today.  I have a ton of wedding planning things I want to do.  But, until my meeting on May 3rd, I am kind of in a holding pattern uck!!  I hate those.

But, I feel pretty confident in the fact that everything will come together.  I am hoping that everything goes off without a hitch, and then I can sign all 4 contracts on May 3rd.  I am also super excited about going to visit my sister in the "O'.  We are pretty close, even if we get on each other's nerves some times.  So we are both hoping that the guys really get to hit it off.  J(her husband), is very outgoing and a big people person, where Anwar is very laid back and quiet.  It is a lot harder to pull him out of his shell.  My mom always comments on the fact that he is soo very quiet and he will answer you but, he is difficult to draw into conversation.  You would never think that if you looked at my call logs, from my cell phone or work.  We talk maybe 20 times a day.  Its crazy but I love it.  I love that he loves to talk to me as much as I love talking to him.

I had been in relationships before where I would call my sig other .. and it seemed like I was bothering them, even if they had nothing better to do.  I wouldn't say that I am Mrs. Chatterly or anything.  But, I do like to talk about any and every thing that is on my mind.

Its funny because I think the start of my VOX site was probably right around the time that I realized that I didn't really need to be talking to my ex, and I needed to get out and start over.  So in a nutshell my honey, and VOX really do keep me sane..

Ok so this turned into a lot of ramblings.. but my friends there you have it.